In the last few days, to me the term "couple" took a dramatic turn somewhat, just like in those RPG games that you'd probably played- it simply Level Up....... I know everything is almost coming to an end.. Undergrad life's about to be over, hall life, and more so, care free life (to a certain extent)... i have 6 months of undergrad lifespan left but recent events seems to be rushing me off towards the finish line.. where beyond it is a foggy path.. one that i cant see where i'm heading or even had the slightest clue where it leads to. The the finishing line is but a devious welcome into the REAL world......

Well anyway back to the term "couple", i've come to know a few of my friends are planning, took the first leap of faith or at least envisage union in the not-so-distant future. First things first, i'm really happy for them. To somehow know that their special someone is the RIGHT one and one that they are willing to share the rest of their lives with.. They looked so so happy.. you'll notice this blinding rock snuggled comfortably on that special finger.. you'll see smiles from ear to ear just by them describing how the future holds for them and their loved ones..... My dear friends i sincerely wish for your joy and happiness.

As for me.. trains of thoughts race pass my mind.. so now i'm at the age where marriage beckons? (actualy some of my friends has already married) Is that just another thingto do after graduation? Or maybe the harsh life is better tolerated with a compatible companion.....

Then again........... the answer i've come to is always a NO...... maybe i'm not prepared for all this things yet.. i've still got so much things to do.. so much more to achieve (unless i work in a petrol station after i graduate), so many places to go to....... Seriously, marriage is definitely not what i'm seeking at ths point of time.. in fact far from it.. Maybe i'm scared of commitment... Maybe i'm being selfish......... maybe many years down the road my perception will change.. but for now.. its unmoveable... haha perhaps when its finally my turn.. the friends that i'll be inviting will probably be bringing their kids along....

So til then, if you guys got any good news to share.. dont forget to invite me ya.. i'll be the best guest you'll ever have...i'll behave, i have proper dining etiquettes, i dont drink so i wont finish all the drinks you've ordered and unforgettably, i'll be wearing a very huge smile to your very joyous occasion.



When two people are under the influence of the most violent, most insane, most delusive, and most transient of passions, they are required to swear that they will remain in that excited, abnormal, and exhausting condition continuously until death do them part. ~ George Bernard Shaw

escape back to reality at 22.12.06